I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

I CHANGED MY MIND!!!
I HATE E-LEARNING DAY!!!
Why do i hate e-learning day? Because it sux..
The quizzes are all so difficult and i feel really pressurize.
Why is there a time limit to everything??
Is it really fun? Giving students only a short time to complete the quiz?!?!?!
Anyway, i didn't fare very well for my quiz especially CHINESE!!!!
My Chinese really CMI larhs!!!
I've gotten only 8/20.
How is that possible??!!?!?
£%$&%£%^$
Any Physics quiz got only 11/15
What the heck..
And Geography.. I thought that was my best subject, but it proved me wrong, very wrong.
I only got 10/15 for that damn quiz.. Damn it!!!
I totally not looking forward to the next e-learning.
There's also SS homework now!!
If we go to school instead, we might not have to do many Homework..
Damn it!! This is torturous.
I'm not sure whether i can improve in my Chinese, but thanks Jeslin for agreeing to teach me During the march hols..
I just hate i larhs..
I think i'm gonna get lashed by my teachers on monday; for scoring lousy results when this is meant to help me pass my CA
I've no choice but to do extremely well during the end-year exams!!!
But who wants to be last in class..
I was 27 in position last year, i don't wish to drop to 28 or more... I want to be top 15 in the whole school, and finally be the top scorer during the O'levels AND BEAT THE REST!!
But judging by my results now, i can't make it! It's impossible!
And for my Chinese Quiz, i admit i have gotten some help, BUT THAT PERSON GAVE ME ALL THE WRONG ANS!
What's the meaning of that, while those qns i did myself is correct!
What's the meaning of this!
*^&$%£%&^*^
I hate it!!!
I HATE!
I HATE IT!
I HATE THIS WORLD!
I HATE MYSELF!
I HATE MYSELF FROM BEING DUMB AND NOT AS SMART AS OTHERS!
I BLAME MYSELF FROM SLACKING TOO MUCH!
I BLAME MYSELF FOR NOT STUDYING HARD ENOUGH!
I BLAME MYSELF FOR BEING IN 3E1!
I GIVE UP!
I REALLY GIVE UP!
I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE!
I DON'T CARE IF I DO WELL OR FAILED!

I HATE THIS CRUEL WORLD!!!